All mixed up in the wash, hot water bleeding our colours

Oh thank god.
Thank you thank you thank you.

Science exams are over.

In my opinion, science exams are the absolute worst. Think about it, maths may be difficult and hard and boring as hell, but imagine what is essentially three separate subjects squashed into the exam space of one subject. No fair.

But enough about exams.

What do you call a boyfriend who:
- only sees you on Fridays and when you both happen to have exams in school
- only texts once or twice a week
- NEVER goes online to talk to you, even if he is playing games on his laptop
- almost never calls
- almost always only spend three hours with you on the Friday

I have no idea. But I do know that I'm not in any way, at all, loving the situation. In fact, I don't even like the situation.

It's not like I don't love him anymore, because trust me, I do. Its just that it feels like I'm 'out of sight, out of mind' yknow?

This may just be my complicated over-analytical girl reasoning, but I feel kind of disposable. I feel like he's gotten so comfortable that he's taking me for granted.

Why don't I just talk to him, you say? Well, a, because its hard to mad at him when he's right there making me laugh and b, because I do not want to sound needy, clingy, pushy, or desperate. If he's okay with the way things are now, I should be too. Maybe I'm just asking for too much.

N.

Sweet child o' mine.

1) If you change boyfriends so fast they rarely achieve name status, a man must be around for at least six weeks before you make your friends bother to learn his first name. Until such time, he should be referred to as "The boy" or "That guy".
2) All girls must have a "Mr.Right Now". This is the guy friend who is always ready and available to hang out with you, and may or may not like you as more than a friend. He is always ready to party till dawn, and do things you wish you didn't remember in the morning. He's not “Mr. Right,” but he may be good enough to be “Mr. Right Now.”
3) If you just met a guy and know absolutley nothing about him, but need to refer to him during 'girl talk' you use one example of who he is, something he has, or what he does, and he becomes... that guy.
(Ex. "The Camaro guy", "The Trainer dude", "The Four a.m. in the Taxi Guy")
4) Every girl must wait at least a day and a half before calling a guy whose number she has retreived.
5) You are never in any case to date a friends ex or a guy who she was really into.
Exception: If he's one of those guys who every girl likes.
6) You are to never diss a friends boyfriend except to agree lightly or nod when she says he's being a asshole. In most cases it is easier to nod.
Exception: If a guy cheated or dumped your friend is is exceptional for you to claim he isn't good enough, and that she deserves better as well as reminding her that he was an asshole anyway.
7) If you wan't to date a friend brother it is required that you get said friends permission.
8) No girl is to ever hang out with the boyfriend of a friend without the friend present. If permission to is granted their should be at least 3 other people with you.
9) No girl may have more than one 'Love of her Life' at one time, though having a boyfriend and a 'Love of her Life' is fine.
10) No girl shall wear the same outfit or perfume as a friend is they will knowingly be in the same place.
11) No girl shall purchase a distinctive item of clothing which she is aware her friend owns without express permission from the friend.
12) No girl shall borrow an item of clothing without asking the clothing owner's permission, unless both parties have made an official decision to waive this rule in the context of their friendship.
13) An eye for an eye and a foot for a foot. If a friend borrows an item of clothing and destroys it, said friend must re-pay it.
14) The penalty for exposing a secret to an unauthorized party shall be exile from Girlville.
15) A girl who can substantially claim that she was not aware that a piece of information was a secret at the time she exposed it shall not be subject to punishment.
16) Inside jokes are not to be explained to outsiders.
17) Always leave a man wanting more but don't leave him guessing too long since guys do not take hints easily.
18) If a guy your friend is into asks for your number, you are to deny it and walk away, and/or slip him your friends number while saying, "I think she is more your type, you should call her".
19) Chicks before Dicks. Simple.
20) In a case where a friend spreads a horrible rumor about a friend, and than apologizes they are to be given the cold-shoulder for at least 3 days.
21) In a fight between a friend and her boyfriend you must always choose your friends side.
22) When dating a girl should find equal and/or enough time to still hang out with her girls.
23) Never insult your friend but never let your friend leave the house looking hideous. Find a better way to tell your friend how they look.
Ex: 'I think your other jeans are nice', 'You should wear less eyeliner, you have great eyes'.
24) When a friend is drunk, never allow her to dial, drive or leave with a random guy.
25) When a friend calls you up complaining about how she is drunk and can't go home you must allow her to stay at your house, without letting your parentals (if you live with them) find out.
26) When out with the ladies, if Girl #1 points out a guy that she is interested in, Girl #2 should avoid making a bee-line over to him to get his number for herself. Show some respect.
27) When said evening is described as a "Girls’ Night Out" that means it is for GIRLS ONLY. Consider it payback for all those tree houses and snow forts we couldn’t enter as children. Do not invite your boyfriend.
28) Stop being the "Me too!" girl If your friend is telling a story, stop stealing her thunder – and her story – by constantly trying to one-up her. For example:
GIRL 1: I had a horrible day. My flat iron broke in the middle of straightening, I dropped my brand new bottle of Burberry Touch on the bathroom floor, I missed the bus by two seconds and was late for school, my teacher yelled at me for something Sally did, and I got into a fight with Jason over whose family we’re spending Thanksgiving with.
GIRL 2: Oh that’s horrible. The same thing happened to me today, only I stepped in gum on the subway platform too. And when I went to scrape it off, I tripped and ripped my stockings and it reminded me of the time I was at my ex-boyfriend’s place for Christmas...
29) Be a responsible friend and not a 'Yes-Girl'. If a friend is asking you if she should get back together with her ex who chated on her, never wanted to hang out with her and than blamed her for them breaking up, and you say 'Yes', than you're a bad friend. Friends are supposed to protect and help friends. SO say your part even if they don't like what you have to say.
30) Don't be a hater. If a girl walks in looking gorgeous, girls automatically try to find something bad about her. But who knows? She could have just lose a friend, or got dumped, etc. So be nice and stop hating.

31) Don't go against the Girl Code

Now, I think this code is harsh on girls.

Let me give you my less harsh equivalent:

1. Six weeks? Your friends should be more in tune with your life. Tops one week. Maybe I'm the only one who thinks this, but you'd hope that your friends would know the name of the guy you like as soon as you tell them.

2. I don't think you always need a guy in your life, what are girlfriends for?

3. Okay, fair enough. You'd think that if you hooked up with some random, and are not totally trashed, you'd remember his name, but whatever.

4. Wait an appropriate amount of time so that you seem detached, before calling a guy, but dont leave it too long or he'll forget you and it'll be awkward.

5. Nononononono. You're allowed to date exs if your friend is cool with it. If she's not, then either shes not a very good friend or she's still into him. As for ex-liking-ness, thats just ridiculous, I mean, ask first to be safe, but it's not illegal.

6. I think your duty as a girl and a friend is to let your friends know what you think of their counterparts, without being too mean about them. But if they are a douche, and your friend is simply blinded by love, TELL HER QUICK.

7. Get permission before dating siblings, please.

8. I know that this is probably a very un-jealous-girlfriend thing to say but if you dont let him hang out with other girls, he'll get frustrated, and think you dont trust him. Why keep him on such a short leash. Girls hang out with other guys alone, so its not fair if you get pissed the other way round. Unless he's a cheating fuckface in which case, why are you dating him in the first place?

9. Err, I've had more than one 'Love of My Life' at one particular time, so this is a little null and void.

10. Why would you do that anyway :)

11. Nonsense, why should you have to ask to buy something you like? They dont own all of them, and its not fair of them to ask you NOT to buy some dress or whatnot if they have it. -_-

12. Common Sense.

13. An eye for and eye makes the whole world blind

14. I dont know if this is just because my school is extremely gossipy, but accidentally spilling a friends secret isn't good, but forgivable.

15. Same thing as 14.

16. Yeah, agreed.

17. Guys are dumb, say what you feel.

18. Dont give him your number, but dont push him calling your friend too hard, he'll be feeling rejected, and probably wont take your advice.

19. CHICKS BEFORE DICKS. I DONT KNOW HOW IT COULD POSSIBLY BE MADE EASIER FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND.

20. Cold shoulders kill friendships. Just TALK about it.

21. What if your friends with her boyfriend? And what if your friends being silly?

22. Amen to that, find time for your friends. CHICKS OVER DICKS :)

23. Say things nicely, but its your duty to make sure they look good.

24. True, not that my friends can drive.

25. Thats almost impossible for me, but good luck. Try to accommodate for your reckless friend, whom you love :)

26. ...Duh...

27. DONT BE INVITING YOUR BOYFRIEND TO FRIEND THINGS, girls night means girls night!

28. NO STEALING THUNDER, it's fucking annoying.

29. Dont let your friends do stupid shit.

30. Hating isn't loving :(

31. Obey? I suppose.

"STUNNING ANGLES" :)

Born to be bad, E.

SHEUUZ. ♥

my new obsession.

SHOESSHOESSHOESSSS♥♥♥

recently instead of revising ive taken to browsing online for shoes that i couldn't ever possibly afford. that makes me sad, slightly.

i don't care if you think these shoes are insane, they're outrageously outrageous and thats exactly why i love them.

No no no no no! (yesyesyesyesyes!)

Have you ever screamed out in defiance or feigned annoyance at something that you secretly really, really, really want?

Mea culpa.

I always do it, I am the ultimate fan of contradictory, reverse psychology. When it gets me what I want, I feel like superwoman. 'Ha!', I think, 'I've outsmarted you!'.

Its always useful, especially if you frequently have to compete with your sister for some item of clothing that you both want to wear on the same night. Usually, TADA! it works, and she leaves it in her closet and goes out in another outfit.

But every now and then, and almost always where J, my boyfriend is concerned, it backfires, leaving me with exactly what i do not want. Sometimes I blame it on myself, why can't I just tell him straight out what I want, I chastise myself. Mostly though, I blame it on his stupid boy logic.

Boys, I've gathered, are not very smart when it comes to reading in between the lines. My interaction with the male species so far, whether young or old, has led me to the conclusion that they are entirely incapable of subtleties.

When J asks me: 'Honey, what time d'ya want to meet up? ', the usual answer would be: 'Uhmm, I don't mind, what time's good for you? I mean, maybe we could possibly meet up earlier today? If you're free?'. J then goes: 'So you want to meet up earlier today?'. N: 'Well, I don't mind. Only if you want to, and if you're not busy.'

Bear in mind that while this dialogue is playing out, the dialogue in my head (yes, there are two voices in my head) is going something like this: YESYESYESYESYES, I want to meet up early, yes please, I've missed you so much, I can't wait to see you. Should I just tell him that I want to meet up early? Nahh, you'll sound wayyyy too eager. But what if he doesn't get it??

And, alas, he never gets it.

J: Well, if you don't really mind, How 'bout we just meet up normal time instead of earlier?

N: Ehrm, yeah sure...

J: You sure you don't mind? 'Cause if you want...

N: Of course not! Whatever time is good with me! I mean... if you want to meet up earlier...we could spend more time together...but only if you want to...

J: Well, lets just meet up normal time, okay?

N: Uhh, yeah, sure...bye then!

By this time, I am cursing his slow, dim-witted boy-ness and swearing at him in four different languages inside my head. As an added bonus, I am in a surly, cranky, don't-talk-to-me-or-I'll-tell-you-to-fuck-off mood for the rest of the day.

And now, I'm sitting here writing this, hating myself, because my sister has just bullied J into meeting me at 6pm instead of 7, because she wanted me to leave the house with her so she doesn't have to take the bus alone. She did this by stealing my cell phone and calling him up.

Now, I could've let this state of affairs continue, and I could've met him at 6, which is exactly what i want, having only seen him two times (which translates into a little less than six hours) in the past fortnight. But nooo, I had to call him up and tell him that 'Hey, so sorry! That was my sister, you don't have to meet me early, whatever time is good with me!'

So now, I am killing time blogging before I meet him.

At 7pm.

Fuck you J, why can't you just meet me early for once? Why do you think I bring up 'maybe possibly meeting up early' every. Single. Time?? Hmmm? I know this is all very immature, but I get this feeling where its like: Fuck you, Now that we don't have school, 3 hours on a Friday night is all that you can spare for me? Fuck. You.

Angry, frustrated,
N.

Today for you, tomorrow for me.

I've found myself obsessed with Bohemianism.

His faults are more commonly those of self-indulgence, thoughtlessness, vanity and procrastination, and these usually go hand-in-hand with generosity, love and charity; for it is not enough to be one’s self in Bohemia, one must allow others to be themselves, as well. ...

What, then, is it that makes this mystical empire of Bohemia unique, and what is the charm of its mental fairyland? It is this: there are no roads in all Bohemia! One must choose and find one’s own path, be one’s own self, live one’s own life.

La Vie Boheme, the name of

my last post, comes from

the name of an amazing

song from the movie

RENT, one of my all time

favourites off broadway.

You all know, of course of the style of "boho". It's not very big in Hong Kong, but every so often, you'll see some vagabond-looking chick, in the middle of the city, carrying nothing but a guitar and wearing old gladiator sandals, and a long maxi dress with beads and shit everywhere. Just kidding, Hollywood ate the minds of people here ages ago. Mainsteam is allstream. But it's not true that you never see it.

Its just a rarity. Along with vintage and all the other things you bloggers love.

Bohemian isn't just a style, its a life. It's almost a disease. Not contagious, unfortunately, or I'm guessing people would be a little less crazy. Artistic tendencies, complete disregard for standard rules. The theology of the bohemian is to enjoy life while living. Whereas the majority of the world are working to some ultimate goal, something almost unfulfillable unless achieved, in which case it is replaced with some other dream.

Carpe Diem, bitches. E.

We get by. And by that i mean theres no homicide to report. Yet.

A year isn't really that long, not if you put it in perspective, with things like decades, centuries, and the history of the world. It isn't even that long if you compare it to the average human life span.

But its a long, long, looong time when you're fifteen and in a relationship.

Its been just over a year that I've been with J now. Mostly, we get by without killing each other, or wanting to throw each other off a really tall building. Well, I don't get those urges anyways, he might.

It's probably because i talk alot. Alot. Like. Seriously. ALOT. I'm not even kidding, i can talk for hours on end about absolutely nothing, if only people would put up it. J is a quiet kinda guy, i always wonder if he just doesn't want to talk to me, find my conversation boring, is thinking about something (and when i assume this, i assume that he is thinking about every single thing that is wrong in our relationship, and that he is on the brink of breaking up with me).

I'm also very prone to bouts of insecurity, and i get ever so slightly (OK, i death glare at their direction) jealous when J talks to a girl in my class who used to like him big time. I always assume that one day, he is going to be lured in, and that they're going to tell each other that they want to be together forever, like in those romance movies. Unrealistic, i know, but its still my secret little fear!

E talked about lulls in a previous post. She's right (on my account anyways). J and me don't have a problem with silences. At the start, when we first got together, these silences would be awkward. I'm talking about OMG-what-should-i-say-now-do-i-kiss-him-or-talk-or-does-he-like-the-quiet-or-maybe-I'm-boring-him cringey, uncomfortable kinda awkward. But now, I guess we've become so comfortable with each other, that these lulls have become what Pulp fiction said. Comfortable silences.

I don't know about J, but when what happens in my head during those comfortable silences go something like this:

-Sighs contentedly. Isn't this a beautiful day? This is a beautiful
day. I am just so lucky, i feel so lucky, i love being with J. J is so awesome
and loving, and *little mental spaz of happiness* . I know, I know, he is
so *another mental spaz of happiness*

Yeah. Vraiment eloquent, i know :)

But what can I say? I love the guy, he makes me dizzy, and he makes me happy.

Now, I would happily write about J and me for another hundred thousand words, but I'm sure no-one wants to know :)

So, I'll just go and think.
About J.
And me.
Yknow, us.
Yeah. No, seriously, I'll stop with the whole lovestruck thing, its kind of disgusting, i know. It disgusts me too.
N :)

La Vie Boheme.

I've seen the fine line between modeling and pornography.

I've walked on that line, jumped on it, danced with it and told it to fuck off.

Today at a casting, for a beauty product, not even swimwear or anything, they asked me to take my top of so it looks "more natural". This guy didn't just mean my shirt.

I didn't do it.

∴ I didn't get the job.

What the fuck?

I'm sick and tired of this.

First I'm told to lose weight.

Now, if I'm not a whore, I dont get work.

I've had it up to here with this business.

Oh well, today just wasn't a good day.

Just for your enjoyment :)

Because I love you so dearly, and NOW I THINK I'M READY, TO BUST A MOVE, CHECK IT OUT I'M ROCKIN' STEADY

Peace, E.

You'll be the poison, I'll be the cure.

Lulls.

Webster told me "a temporary calm, quiet, or stillness"

But really, who even listens to Webster anymore.

When I'm talking to my guy, D, on msn or Facebook Chat, or whatever there is ALWAYS a lull.

Its not calm (because I'm freaking out as to why he is not replying)

Its not quiet (because i'm screaming)

Its not still (because I'm jumping around, tearing bits of my hair out and throwing things)

Guys do that kind of thing to me, I'm not proud.

Lulls kill me, they appear as a foreboding factor, you know, like this little awakard silence could affect our entire relationship.

I'm not going to lie, I'm probably the slut of the group, and that is probably why my relationship is the most on edge. N and her boyfriend (goes without saying, they're perfect) and S and her guy (super cute, I really hope they last) dont have to worry about awkward silences. Maybe its me. Maybe it's me, and because I spend so much of my time freaking out internally, I dont have time to appreciate the silence.

I fully support that quote from Pulp Fiction:

“

Don't you hate that? Hate what? Uncomfortable silences. Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit? In order to be comfortable? I don't know. That's a good question. That's when you know you found somebody really special, when you can just shut the fuck up for a minute. Comfortably share silence.

”

I love silence, thats when most of the truths come out. But I do feel like I have to nervously bumble on about random things, like food, grass, giant televisions and so on, because (and this may just be because we've been going out for a week (A WEEKEEVERSARY, hahah, I kid, don't judge).

Goal for the week?

1. Have a phone conversation with D lasting more than 10 seconds

2. Shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably share silence.

E.

OCD with colours, exposures, and saturation....

Well, here's my confession:

I don't really have anything to say in this post. Only, I just finished being meticulously OCD-like about colours, exposures, and saturation on picnik (an awesome online free photo editing tool, for those of you who don't know, though you'd have to live underground in a cave or something to not know this), and i just had to show this to someone, because, finally, i have edited something halfway decent! I transformed a picture of a bunch of roses and flowers that J, my boyfriend gave me into something cool looking-esque :):)

The original picture

The 'after' version

SO...yeah...i hope people like it...and if they don't...well, i don't want to know...

Also, as i am on study leave, with nothing but not-revising on my schedule, and i have just this moment became obsessed with photo editing, i might post more soon :)

N :)

Foods and truckloads of Indian women...

My list of foods-i-would-happily-eat-everyday-of-my-life:
- ice cream (how could you not <3>
- sushi (but if there's no avocado, i don't like it)
- Lasagna (classic)
- strawberry yogurt (OMGOGMOGMOMG)
- Mashed potato (extra butter please :)
- Lamb. done any which way. I don't care. ITS LAMB.
- Shepherd's pie (mashed potato AND lamb? Heaven.)


There's probably ALOT more to this list, but ill spare you the complete list, because, frankly, It'd take too long to type it all out, me being so in love with food and all...

Gosh, I love food. There is nothing like eating a plateful of food right after your exam. Its satisfying, its delicious, and its a good reward for turning up to the exam in the first place.

Well well well, so, I had my Chinese First Language exam today. As always, the exam topic was random. This year, they decided that we needed to read and write about teachers being friends with students. Joy.

There was something in there about mutual respect...but this is how a conversation about homework went with my Chinese teacher...

Me: Uhm, excuse me, but today's not our homework day for Chinese...

Teacher: So?

Me: Uhhh, we're only supposed to get homework from this subject on Tuesdays and Thursdays...and, well, because we already have alot of other homework today...

Teacher: YOU ARE SO LAZY, YOU DON'T TRY HARD AT WORKING, AND NOW YOU TELL ME YOU HAVE OTHER WORK? OTHER WORK IS NOT IMPORTANT, WHAT I TELL YOU TO DO IS IMPORTANT! STOP TRYING TO NOT DO WORK IN THIS CLASS, YOU STOP LYING TO ME, OR YOU FAIL YOUR EXAM!

Yeah..

Respect? I don't think so...

Another thing i noticed...all the exam invigilators are Indian...I have absolutely nothing against Indian people, bytheway, in fact, i LOVE their curry,

their chocolate-like skin colour,

and their awesome Taj Mahal.

and their naans.

and their ability to make perfect lamb,

But it just made me wonder: Is there a truckload of Indian women who just sit around all year until May and June, when they spring into action and patrol exam halls? Don't they have other things to do??

Anxious to get back to her mucho delicious fried rice,

N :)

In transit.

I'm officially addicted to Lookbook.Nu.

Dont judge, I'm a slave to fashion I cannot afford.

http://riotousbysem.blogspot.com/

Had to share that with you,

http://lookbook.nu/look/459189-Immortal-Mellow

http://lookbook.nu/look/730343-Cherry-Petite-Raspberry

Goodness Gracious I love her clothes :)

I have to know; If you'll float away with me.

It's been less than a day but I had to update.

For no reason.

I haven't a thing to say.

Does anyone actually read this?

S had an amazing idea with the quotes, but she missed my ultimate favourite by Coco Chanel:

"Jump out the window if you are the object of passion. Flee it if you feel it. Passion goes, boredom remains."

My IDOL.

I also love her one of "Look for the woman in the dress. If there is no woman, there is no dress."

HOROSCOPES FOR THE DAY.

Thats right, I'm going to break down your horoscope for you.

I dont quite believe in horoscopes, so this should be interesting.

These are interpretations from what I found on the internet. For goodness sake, don't do anything stupid based on these horoscopes. Please? :)

Aries: In short, Aries, try not to fuck up your personal life today, nothing good will happen if you do (duh). Find balance, blahblahblah.

Taurus: Mix it up a bit today, don't be boring, you're in a rut, get out of it :)

Suggestions: Dye your hair pink.

Gemini: Get ready for the PMS or MPMS (Man PMS) of your life. I suggest solitary confinement, so you don't kill anyone. Its an emotional day for you, Gemini.

Cancer: You're a bit out of it today, so wake yourself up. I'm not sure if this is some metaphor for waking up to yourself, and some kind of spiritual self-realisation, but interpret as you will. I'm not going to look too far into it.

Leo: Sup lion. Okay, todays apparently a day for change for you. Feng shui? Uhmm, try doing something or going somewhere that you've never gone before. You're feeling a little cluttered, so maybe do some spring cleaning and finally throw away the salami you left in the fridge and told yourself you were going to eat, though you're still putting it off and now the rest of the fridge isn't smelling so good.

Virgo: Stop being such a fucking princess. I'm kidding :) Virgos and me just don't get along. Anyhoo, you've pretty much reached a low point, so it only get better from here, hoorah. Try counting backwards from ten, and stress less, princess :)

Libra: Screw what people told you about everything. Don't listen to another word, they're just indoctrinating little elves. Hang in there, and be strong, because some idiots going to try to change you, so my advice is to roundhouse kick them in the face. Good luck, mate.

Scorpio: Jump out of your comfort zone today and run a muck, because life is too short to be good.

Sagittarius: They say you learn something new every day. They lied. Get on out there and get smart, kay? It looks like today is a day of open-mindedness and wisdom and shit, so learn as much as you can, and retain it :)

Capricorn: You've just gotten over something big, good or bad. You need time to recover so drop all your plans today, or bring all your plans with you to the beach.

Aquarius: Today your purpose is to shut out the normalities and go bungeejumping. (Seriously, do it. The gods command you.)

Pisces: WOAH YOU'RE HAVING A FULL ON EGO TRIP TODAY. Just chill out and remind yourself that you're not gods gift to the world, and maybe you'll make a new friend today :)

Yeah thats it for me. Not doing that everyday, you guys are just lucky :) :)

E.

Whaat? oh yeah, pretty pictures! :)

Words that mean something.

"In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different."

-Coco Chanel

"Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months"

-Oscar Wilde

"Scandal is gossip made tedious by morality"

-Oscar Wilde

"Life is not complex. We are complex. Life is simple, and the simple thing is the right thing"

-Oscar Wilde

"Life is never fair, and perhaps it is a good thing for most of us that it is not"

-Oscar Wilde

"They spoil every romance by trying to make it last forever"

-Oscar Wilde

"I can resist everything except temptation"

-Oscar Wilde

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it is better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring"

-Marilyn Monroe

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left"

-Marilyn Monroe

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

-Marilyn Monroe

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind"

-Dr. Seuss

"You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough"

-Mae West

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams"

-Dr. Seuss

"Time you enjoy wasting, was not wasted"

-John Lennon

"Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom"

-Aristotle

thaats all thats in my mind now, but im sure there will be more to come in the future

:) S